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Tuesday, March 22, 2016

How to practice ENGLISH

HELLO ... it's me .

haha so Adele

Hey, it's been a while,  I KNOW, ARA YOO

What i want to share in this entry is somehow relates the most in my life. Plus, i'm taking ENGLISH as my major in university or they called as bachelor in English language. So, yeah i need to share this soon or later.

Frankly speak, i don't qualified of talking this matter as i, myself didn't use English 24/7 in daily conversation. Because, come on, English is not my first language and it is acceptable that i am more comfortable using my mother tongue especially in kelantan's accent

"AMBO PON ORE KLATE JUGOK DEMO WEH"

But since i miss blogging and i don't know what else to do (even though my assignments are literally growing bigger every single day, haha but I DON'T CARE. jk, I DO CARE) so, i guess why not share some of my story on how i practice English

Without further ado, lets get into business.

WARNING: I AM NOT VERY FLUENT/ MASTER IN ENGLISH. SO, I DO MAKE MISTAKES. PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME

First: USE ENGLISH LANGUAGE IN DAILY CONVERSATION

I know the struggle of  using other language in daily life. Because you might be

  1. shy of using new language. You are not use to it and have many trouble of using it with people around you
  2. scared of being judge. You feel like you are not good enough so, you feel that people will judge the way you speak
  3. scared of being judge as a person who forgets his/her mother tongue/ culture. You feel that whenever you talk in different language, people will look at you in different way.
To be honest, i have been through all of those consequences and still am. It was hard at first, you will feel annoyed and easily give up. But trust me on this, you are the one who want to be better in speaking English, so just ignore what people will say. The most they can do is throwing bad words to you. 

You do not have to speak like non-stop English. Just combine some with your native language for a starter. At least, you try to use new language in your daily life.


Second: USE SOCIAL NETWORK AS A MEDIUM OF CONVERSATION

Come on, the world has change right now. You do not have to search for people to communicate with you. Just simply use the social network to express your thought but in ENGLISH.

For me, i always update my status in English, and people might question, why can't i use my native language. I simply answered, i need to improve my English. Social network is a medium, i shall use the medium as much as it offers me.

For instance, blogging in English like me . TEHEE =D

Third: TRY SPEAK IN FRONT OF CAMERA/ MIRROR USING ENGLISH LANGUAGE

I know you can be shy to speak with real people. So, just speak in front of camera or mirror by yourself. I love making videos a lot. Sometimes, when i felt bored i took out my smartphone and record myself. You can make it as a VLOG. It can be anything, just say anything. Maybe something that happens that day or what you were wearing. JUST ANYTHING. As long as you used the language.


I guess that's all. I am tired of typing non stop. LOL

Last word : USE THE LANGUAGE. IF IT DOESN'T START WITH YOU, THEN WHO ELSE

byebye. anyeongggg everybodyyyyy


Saturday, September 5, 2015

Why guys are HOT

I am so freaking crazy right now ..

yup .

wanna know why ?
coz CAMERON FREAKING DALLAS is just perfect . bruhhh

well, i heard his name a lot but i didn't really care as i have so many BIASES. but after i watched his youtube videos, i have to admit ..

HE IS SUCH A BAE

like , come on . is this isn't hot enough ?



or this ...


i've seen this picture a lot on twitter, but i just assumed that 
"that is just a bunch of guys who have abs"

i didn't know it was cameron with his freaking gorgeous friends

 Not to mention, i have big crush on SHAWN MENDES these days 


hurm, im not 100% in love with cameron tho i do think he is such a BAE ... huhurrr

This is just makes me insecure .... 

cried ..... i want to die !!! 
*so cliche acting*

They make me wanna have foreigner husband so bad .... and im pretty sure , this is like 1001 times i said the same thing

DAMMIT *poor me*

Yes , i love my korean biases but they just haven't gave me feels like being kicked in the stomach. 

U KNOW WHAT I MEAN ...









okay, to be honest , junho and taecyeon were getting into me these days. so i guess why not i put their pictures ... TEHEE

and my baby kyungsoo always gave me hard times. uhukkk ..
my biases are more than that but if i wanted to list them all, im pretty sure it will take me ages 

WHAT IS LIFE . uhuuuukkkkk


like look at them, they are cute and sexy at the same time yet sometimes they just didn't give me  feels

LOL =D


i think that's all . i just wanna say i am freaking crazy right now

TEHEE. CHAW ! 


Sunday, August 23, 2015

Types of STALKER

Well, hello hello people of the planet earth.

I know , i havent blog too much these days but who cares. Ahakk ...

yeyehhh .. so where were we ...

types of stalker.. right

yeyehhhh ...

Honest talk, i dont really know much about types of stalker that exist in this world .. so everything that i said is pretty much from my experience and what i had learn throughout my whole life.

This is like types of stalker who stalk in social media. Not the stalker who follows you around coz im pretty sure its kinda scary to even talk about it.
TEHEE =D

FIRST : The one who stalk for fun

Well, in this world there are bunch of people who cannot resist themselves from being a busybody person. And alhamdulillah, i am not categorized in that bunch people.
Well i talked about people a lot but that doesnt mean that im being busybody

Righttt ..  Haha

Trust me, i had met people who are more busybody & they live life in horror. Bahahaha.

Some guys & gurls, they stalk people for fun. Maybe they do not have work to do or even they have, they still stalking & stalking ..

After doing some research ( research here means a lot of googling & observing, TEHEE) i think people can assume what life you have by going through your instagram, facebook, twitter accounts. Well most people stalk into instagram account

Coz
It has pictures & trust me pictures tell you everything

Sometimes they just boring, & start to stalk to know how people are doing nowadays, as for me I DONT REALLY CARE.

So, i guess im definitely not one of this types of stalker *HAPPY FACE*

SECOND : The one who stalk and starts judging

sometimes, i was like this. hahahaha

I guess it is in nature people like to judge one & another. You cant resist it

SO BLAME THE NATURE, HUMAN !!! *evil eyes start to show up*

Because human beings are not perfect & some people just starts to judge them even they have no idea what the person be like.

We cant blame people to act so judgemental coz it is confusing. Like in instagram, people post a picture with a partner & they are holding hands in it. So what is that supposed to mean?

PREDICTIONS
NO1 : They are married.Wait, but they are both still studying, ( i saw a picture they were reading books in the library yesterday) Maybe i wrong

NO2 : Maybe they are a couple. (So what, that doesnt mean you can lock your hand together) burfff ..

NO3 : Maybe its cold, that is why they held hands ( what the hell, it is in malaysia. Its sunny everyday except for monsoon & as far as im concerned, its feaking hot these days)

So, that is quite confusing right? I mean that is only 3 prediction & im pretty sure people can give 100 predictions if they want to.

Lastly, they just assume that the girl in that picture is a slut. So careful people, picture can tell you anything even things you dont expect it will tell

THIRD : The one who stalk and gets stress

I have so many friends like this, even sometimes i am being like this. When you scroll your timeline & start to see pictures people went to holidays, travels or shopping . it will make you stress out.

It makes you think, why cant i be like this , like that. So yeah, when you get stress out, you burst, when you burst you start to act abnormal, and with that people start to get annoyed  with you & it makes them stress.

What goes around basically comes back around

WHAT UP JT TITLE SONG REFERENCE!

So , advice here just dont be stress. You are who you are.

Thats all, chaw & please stop STALKING. It doesnt good for your health (says who? Says ME )

Teheeee . peace & love

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

kahwin ?

Assallamualaikum .... salam sejahtera kepada semua moga berbahagia (lol tak tau lirik, kita hentam aje lah)

Hello guys, aku baru je habis final exam. Yuhuuut . To be honest, i truly felt like i wanted to vomit all the knowledge i had learnt. There were too much info i had to remember and most of it, i actually dont care. At some point, i felt like giving up and dont give a damn about finals. Tho in real life, i still struggle like crazy.

Duhhh ...

Okay yang lepas, kita lepaskan. Yang akan datang ni, kita kena tuju contohnya kahwin ..
Heheh, WHAT UP TITLE REFERENCE !!

And do not misunderstood okeh, im not getting married anytime soon. I just got inspired to get married .. to get married? R U KIDDING ME?

Lol, kan baru-baru ni ada yang pasal viral orang malaysia kahwin ngan korean
As an extreme kpopper, you cant imagine how freak i became after i stalk her ig
I was so freaking jealous, SO FREAKING JEALOUS !!

Aku pon ada baca komen kat gambar dia, ramai yang macam nak tunggu artis kpop jadi suami lah, nak mintak tips "how to tackle korean guys" lah ect
well i admit, i also daydream about getting married with one of my biases but chances to have kpop husband is like 0.1%. So instead of that, i just need a foreigner

hahahaha lol
Lepas tu ada pulak gambar kawan dia tu baru je kahwin dengan mat salleh. Sorang korean, sorang mat salleh. Time tu mood aku memang at the peak lah

Aku dah macam what the shemurff, why why why?
HUNTUNG GILOSH !

But seriously, i was so inspired with her.
First : it is rare to find a malay-korean marriage (thanks to today's kwave, it becomes something every kpoppers look forward)
Second : she has inspired me to feel that everything  is possible in life.

Then adalah one of my friends once had said to me
"I dont know why, but i think you will get married with foreigner"

And i was like, AMINNNN !!

But marriage is not an easy matter. It probably will cause many disputes with one and another (nampak sangat dowh baru habis exam law baq hang)
The most important is the guy can lead you to the right path because all of us in the end will return to Allah

Well, i am actually awkward of talking about marriage in blog (tho i was pretty much talking bout it with my friends). But consider that i am only 1 year away from reaching 20, so i guess its okay

Bahahahahahaha yehett !

Okay thanks for reading. First time taip kat smartphone je. Ini disebabkan kemalasan untuk bukak laptop

Sunday, January 11, 2015

KPOP FEVER !!

WELL ....

Assallamualaikum everyone *happy happy happy*

so its feels like i havent blogging for ages <<< well this is kinda true
Im so busy with life and university ....
talking about that, guess what people.....I finally get into university

WOHOOOO !!!

Im so happy and felt so blessed after all years of suffering in studies, i finally get in just like i ever wanted <<< cehh ayattt
and what makes me more happy is that i get the course that i have been dreaming since i was a fetus . hahaha


and

HAPPY NEW YEAR !! so i finally 19, well not officially since my birthday is not on the first of jan but technically i am 19 right. hehe. its kinda odd to tell everyone that you are 19 coz i am far from feeling and acting like a 19 years old
yess i still love watching cartoons and act silly when im bored
Is that a weird thing ??
nahhhhh . hahahahha

OKAY, enough with that
I actually want to expressed my feelings toward something, something that i have never imagine i will obsessed with. its like my love life. well not my REAL love life coz i think it will be so absurd to actually write something about your love life in blog

like anyone care about it
duhhhh !!!

Its about ....
wait ...
wait for it ....

ITS KPOP FEVER !!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*screaming in the most crazy way possible*

First thing first,
I have to admit, long long longgg time ago i was an ANTI-KPOP
Tell me about kpop and i will try my best to not punch anyone right on their face
like i hate it so bad but now i am a KPOPPERS  
CRAZY RIGHT ??

hurm
back then, i do love korean drama, variety shows but i do not imagine that i will love their singers and music

its all started with my sister's friends, they always told my sister about kpop artist and stuff and frankly my sister introduced that to me

i was far from interested on that time but my sister always played kpop songs and i started to like it

the first kpop boy group that i was die for was EXO
duhh i think everyone would fall for them but they are not my ultimate bias group

my ultimate bias boy group is


BANGTAN SONYEONDAN (BTS) !!!!!!!!

i just cant .... this group just literally makes me crazy . like crazy crazy
the first time i saw them (in virtual of course) i just fall for them. like right away
and they always update on twitter and youtube and i see things. things that i shouldnt be seen coz my heart is too weak for them
i also have my bias..... see that i already have my bias which is unbelievable for a person who used to hate kpop  *cried*

my bias is definitely the one and only 


JEON JUNGKOOK

this kid i just rather die, how can someone be so innocence and so attractive at the same time ???

IT JUST DOESNT MAKES ANY SENSE *cried*

although he is younger than me but his appearance ....... hurm please noona heart is so irresistible. dont do this to noona . its illegal
i just love them, i just love


recently i went through the internet and i found a new debut group named 

GOT7


i first saw their MV was STOP STOP IT and i was blown away . first thing that i thought in my mind was ... whoaaa they are all so handsome . how can that even possible??  the thing that makes me love this boy group is they are multinational group and two of them can speak english fluently 

and i was like
HEYYYYYYYY. im gonna love this group
the fact that only two of them can speak english very well just make the whole group look SWAGGER THAN EVER

when i watch the MV and this is my reaction


Wait .... this guy is damn good looking


Hold on ... he looks like EXO D.O (my bias)
WHYYYY !!!!


Damn it, why you giving me that look?? You are so swag dude
(then i found out he is the maknae,WHATT?? i am so done)

well thats literally my reaction and i tell you it is so hard to decide my bias coz they are so freaking attractive. but in the end i choose


ITS FREAKING MARK TUAN

This guy is just perf ... i just .... i justtt ... im speechless . noooooooo
How can someone be so cute yet so manly at the same time ???

IT JUST DOESNT MAKES ANY SENSE *crying again*

tho i do have more than one bias in this group same goes to BTS . heheee coz i just cant  have only one bias in one group . it just seems so unreal. the fact that they make me short of breath, wild and scream ...... just insane


(THROWBACK)
I used to think like kpop is so gay but after i finally understand them, well they actually really cute and they love each other so much and it may seems like they like each other but they actually love the members not more like a love towards siblings

okay thats all guys. i hope i can blogging more . hehe i admit i miss blogging but not that much but still i miss it. hahaha

adios chaw !

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

what's up with korea

Assallamualaikum

Salam hormat semua . i know such a long gaps          i dah bina semenjak i quit as a student at school . nak kata busy tak and i know i should have done more entry since i have no job to do . but well life memang macam ni, sometimes we have to live it, suka atau tidak . i dont know, there is something about blogging that doesn't make me gone wild ... Hurm

Well

I had mentioned before yang i absolutely rejected any kind of thing that scream kpop . and so do i right now but lesser than before. I actually dah terkena demam kpop, like dulu, i hate anything kpop, from the music to dancing to singing to drama to actor to singer tapi sekarang i dah mula berjinak untuk menyukainya

Well i know its sound creepy even i felt creepy right now but thats the fact
And im like, whats up with these korea things
Why they keep making me interested ? *huge sigh*

It is all started when my sister started to watch 'running man' . i bet everyone knows so aku tak payah explain banyak.

Then i ni jenis curious paham tak
So bila adik aku boleh tengok sambil terbahak-bahak, membuatkan aku rasa nak tengok je apa yang membuatkan geli hati sangat.

Then, guess what happen after i watched it, i cant stop myself from watching it. Kebetulan pulak kawan adik aku tu minat cite tu, aku pun apa lagi mintak episode2 yang lain

Now im a running man freak!

Yang membuatkan i suka tu sebab cast2 dia real, tak fake and tersangat lah kelakar.

Then aku try tengok the heirs . cite yang hangat menyengat tu la. Yang ada lee minho and kim woobin yang handsome tak terkira tuh

Lepas tu aku transform jadi the heirs freak pulak

The reasons aku tak suka cite korea sebab laki2 appear macam pompuan

Tapi nasib dalam cite heirs semua laki act like a man. Well most of them

Lepas tu, aku try lah makan kat seoul garden, mood2 ala2 korea kan

Sekarang aku dah suka makanan korea

Noooooo

Aku daripada tak suka satu pon pasal korea sekarang 1/4 daripadanya aku dah jatuh cinta

Then aku layan kstyle di star world .
Best jugak sebab dia tunjuk culture korea

I memang dah lama suka korean fashion , but not obsessed. Suka suki camtu jer

But korean music not very much. Some of them okay, but some of them are burfffff (tak best la maknenya oi)

But korean culture memang gemar buat plastic surgery. For me, i memang tak suka dan tak respect sebab macam diorang tak hargai apa yang diorang ada and diorang still tak proud of themselves

A bit of disappointed lah

Macam anak2 muda kita sibuk nak tiru artis korea padahal diorang semua tu muka tak real.So it means kita pon terjebak kearah fake. Sibuk nak buat mata besar2 padahal mata minah2 korea tu sepet jer, sibuk nak ada flawless face lah padahal minah2 korea tu flawless sebab buat surgery.

The best word to describe is 100% FAKE

im sorry kalau ada yang terasa but thats the fact even i like most of korean culture but stay true for yourself is my number one priority

Be proud of yourself because no one likes you.

Tu jee . peace





Monday, February 10, 2014

take a bow lyrics by rihana

'Take a bow'

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oh, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus:]
Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talking' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now


Thanks 4 nothing
I am DEVASTATED